Ugh ...

Hello !  I haven't blogged lately due to a very saddening event that just recently happened . A week ago (Thursday of last week) I got banned around 3:30 my time irl . This was the day of Camp HKE signups . Just a couple of more hours left and I had all the money to sign me and my friend up . Until, my world suddenly turns gray and an annoying box that irritates me says 'You have been logged out by an administrator', I felt my heart sink and exited out and franticly, tried to relog . Another popup appeared, and the words 'SecondLife cannot be accessed from this computer, if you feel this is wrong please go to support@secondlife.com' made me freeze for a second and get back into reality, realizing, there was something wrong . I tried to log onto my alt, Savannah Malso, but again, the popup appeared . I started to tear up and immediately went onto plurk, I was panicking and plurked about this, and it touched my heart that so many people wanted to help me, and branched out to me . I made something for all these amazing people

Each and every one of these people messaged me at least one or commented once on my plurks about being banned . Without plurk, I would have no contact with the secondlife community and get amazing advice from everyone . I want to thank you all, you really don't know how much this means to me . I have no idea who most of you are irl, and it's unbelievable what the connection is between all of us . I would love to do individual comments about everyone here .

Lillie - I may not know you to well at all, but thank you for your support and all the advice you have given me

Sophie - I have no idea who you are, but thank you for all the '(cozy)'s you have given me

Aya - In a comical way, you have helped me and made me laugh at the same time, thank you .

Nikki - Also comical, but has given me some advice, thank you .

Rory & Heath - Thank you guys for the issue we have head with a certain person, and Heath, thank you so so so much for the Linden support .

Trixie - Probably one of the most funniest people I have met, thank you for the hugs

Nabai - Thank you for the '(cozy)'s though I may not know you well LOL

Kayla - Thank you for the words of errr, cruelness towards the Lindens lol

abby - A great person, your words of wisdom are amazing, and you give the best and most advice of any one I know of .

Gia - Thank you for dealing with one of the people I have had a hard time with and sticking up for me .

Kaylee - One of my very first friends of SL, and I will never forget the first day I met you hiding in the HKE hallways .

Dolly - Thank you for actaully caring about me, and wondering if/when I was coming back and telling my family about this terrible mess .

Mari - Thank you for speaking with a Linden and asking for support for ... me ! The convo with you showed me how much you knew about SL and how intelligent you were ! Thank you

Candii - TY for your concern about me and your kind words .

Fefe - Thank you for all the hugs/cozy's

Sage - You have commented on almost every single of plurk of mine about this mess, ty SO SO much for giving me support, fwding a friend's story, and all of that good stuff .

Bella - A great friend, no one else like her the '<3's always make me smile and let's myself know that I am loved .

Ms. Jill - You gave me so much advice, but unfortunately, LL did not budge . The PPs about camp lifted my spirits, but of course, as of today, I am not in world .

Emma - My sister . She may not have a plurk, but if anyone sees this - PLEASE tell her to make one immediately, I can no longer have contact with her now . I just started to get to know her, I loved her, and forever will . Thank you for the amazing rezzday w. mom, I love you .

Francii - Thank you for the convo with me, I really do wish everyone had the generosity and kindness you did .

Kylei - Who helped me with the change of the IP adress and of course, in world for giving me a second chance . Working at your amazing store, BabyCouture, has filled my SL with joy, and new friends . Thank you <3

Liz - Thank you so much for the convos we had in world, You have made me a better person with my personality and introduced me to amazing new people .

Vivian - I have sort of known you for a long time, along with other people, our start wasn't the best, but our end was a lot stronger . Thank you for being with me in world and even in plurk

Daisy - An amazing listener, and yes, she does have her hyper moments when she's literally bouncing off the wall . Thank you for all the endless hours of fun I have had with you .

Steph/Mommy - From the beginning to the end, a very helpful person . Loved to teach others how to build and improve on things . Who gave me a home when I did not have one, I thank you SO much I <3 you SO SO SO much ! <333

Kaysha - This, this last person here is bringing me to tears right now, this very moment . MY Kaysha, MY luff, MY stripper, MY 9L girl . Kaysha is absolutely the most amazing person in the fucken world . I wish I could have spent more time with you, but we just started to get to know each . Though, at the same time, it felt like we have known each other for 20 years . She makes me crack up all the time, and at this time of the year, absolutely the WORST time of year to get banned . Ever . If I was stuck on a deserted island with one person forever, I would choose you, out of everyone in the world . I never wanted to miss a whole week without you, and I won't miss more than two, I will get back soon . All because I have someone to be in SL for . That's you, Kaysha . <3333333333333333333333333333333333

*TY ALL SO MUCH

If anyone is availible, please someone send a nc to Emma Decycla giving her this link, and tell her to make a plurk and add me ASAP .

There has also been a little incident with a certain person that has copied me (as of same name) and lied to all people on her plurk timeline . Thank you for the people who have removed her, and if you haven't already, I don't care if you want to, sure, you can do it . But, thank you to Stephanie who has gone definitly over the limit of taking care of this LOL

xoxo

Cara Geordie